self-belief/how far does it go?

A few months ago,I decided to try to start a group ,at weekends,for those,like myself,needing support.I was offered help,which never materialised,it seems no-one believed in me.The situation has not changed,I still struggle, needlessly ,at weekends,its lack of empathy ,and indifference.There is so much indifference in myy life,right now ,I am determined to stay positive,despite this.My heart was set on helping myself ,and anyone else I could,the best of intentions ,it would seems ,is not enough.I sensed a certain amount of ridicule ,that I should attempt such a thing, a lack of commitment, and co-operation ,has put an end to this dream,cut in the embryonic stages ,without a chance.This has hurt me more than others would know,most would seem intent on giving comment from afar ,but nothing else.Given the right support ,I know I could have made this happen ,and was serious about doing so.It is dissapointing ,to say the least, having done my best to help/encourage others,to have drawn a blank I am still involved in helping others,and will continue to be,it feels like the knowledge I have gained over the years ,is being wasted,and that is soul destroying.This posting is necessary ,to show my true feelings in this matter,it would appear I am still alone,all things told ,when it comes to hand on support/empathy.This will not change my focus on wanting to help others,even if ,as it seems ,no-one else is willing to step in with me.PEACE.Dave.s